ME ;
CHRISTIEJANEPILLAY
17 years going on 18
07 MAY 89
GREEN
saint theresa's convent
one bernadette
two bernadette
three deirdre
four deirdre
ngee ann poly business studies
TB 05
st ANTHONY'S church
Lord's Vineyard
AMPLIFY
passion play 2006
st john vianney play
five golden rings play
wishings
i want those GORGEOUS set of colourpencils that have 120 colours, but is like $298.40. art friend.i want those pretty stamps me and AMAZING saw at taka.
i want that black ipod VIDEO!
i want that pretty zara knit top.
i want that striped mango top
i want that mondo striped purple shoe
i want a new handbag.
i want plenty of SKITTLES and M&M's!
i want a new pair of BIRKENSTOCKs.
i want abs like nicole schnerzinger or fergie.
i want to revamp my room.
i want that $599 casio 6 mega pixel camera.
i want to learn to play the drums, and xi yao and charles and jo and keith and william can teach me.
i want a new pair of HAVAINNAS. soon lah.
i want be able to take INTERNATIONAL ECONOMICS next year.
i want LOVE that lasts forever.
AND AMAZING GAVE HER THAT!
REMINISCING
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
June 2007
LOVES OF MY LIFE (:
adeline'
angelyn'
avlyn'
antaeus'
bernard'
claudine'
charles'
charm'
dara'
deon'
dora'
dinesh'
drey'
jasmine'
jeremy'
joscelyn'
beloved cousin'
karmila'
laurie'
larris'
lexine'
manda'
melissa'
nathalieROCKS'
nessa'
nini'
peiwen'
sean'
shabin'
sheryl'
shyla'
stephy'
suemaine'
vankelly'
yishan'
yolanda'
SPEAK UP.
mocking
* Wednesday, August 16
REGULAR EXPOSURE TO INSECTICIDE HAS
CAUSED ME TO BREAK OUT IN HIVES
IM LOSING WEIGHT
I CANNOT WAIT TILL SATURDAY
CUZ SATURDAY MY TAX DEDUCTIONS
MAKE ME FUNCTION LIKE
A BLUE COLLAR
WHITE COLLAR
I DON'T KNOW SO I GOTTA HOLLER
OH OH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST IT
OH GOSH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST YOU
ANTI-OXIDANTS HAVE GOT ME CAUSING ACCIDENTS
BECAUSE MY WINE IS SPIKED WITH POMEGRANITE
IF YOU GOT JUST ONE, THEN SLAM IT
OH OH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST IT
OH GOSH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST YOU
SHUTDOWN
IT'S JUST SUCH A SHAME
I BET YOU FEEL NO PAIN
MERCY
EXPECT A RIVALRY
SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
IM LOSING AT THIS GAME
NO FAIR
WHY DONT YOU SEEM TO CARE
LACK OF CONSEQUENCE
HAS GOT ME MAKING DECISIONS
BASED UPON TRUTH OR DARE DECISION MAKING
NO FAKING I END UP TAKING KARATE
SHE'S NAUGHTY
I CALL SHOTTY
MY BODY WILL NEVER LIVE UP TO THESE EXPECTATIONS
I STILL MAKE INVITATIONS
OH OH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST IT
OH GOSH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST IT
OH GOSH GOSH DAMNIT
SHUTDOWN
IT'S JUST SUCH A SHAME
I BET YOU FEEL NO PAIN
MERCY
EXPECT A RIVALRY
SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
IM LOSING AT THIS GAME
NO FAIR
WHY DONT YOU SEEM TO CARE
OH OH GOSH DAMNIT
I THINK I'VE LOST I'VE LOST IT
AND I THINK THAT I'VE LOST YOU
SHUTDOWN SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
I BET THAT YOU FEEL NO MORE PAIN
SHUTDOWN SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
I THINK THAT IM LOSING THIS GAME
SHUTDOWN SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
I BET THAT YOU FEEL NO MORE PAIN
SHUTDOWN SHUTDOWN
ITS JUST SUCH A SHAME
I THINK THAT IM LOSING THIS GAME
HOT HOT HEAT
--OHGODDAMNIT
i just totally feel like dying.
number one
i dont know if SHE is angry with me.
who knows.
but she was weird during mass.
and after mass too.
who knows maybe im thinking too much.
i guess i should just CHILL.
like what antaeus said.
HE ROCKS!
and he knows it. (:
number two
my AMAZING one is terribly terribly sad.
i really need to have a talk with her.
its difficult for you to keep it inside HONEY.
let it out and you will feel better.
trusting is not easy,
but you know you can trust me.
im always here DARLING. (:
dont worry.
after all that we've been through i know you can do it.
you can pull through.
you can depend on me.
i'll give you BOTH shoulders.
you can flood the world.
i will never leave you.
I LOVE YOU MY AMAZING ONE! (:
i'll continue tmr.
im not in the mood.
BYE.
10:09:00 pm